Some find it early. It took Houdini 40 years to find it.
But there it was. His instrument.
Life without an instrument is not so bad. Many live this way. There are so many songs.
You must to be young to believe that there are new songs. How do your write the first songs at 40?
At 20, Houdini´s head was full of songs. Without the instrument, he wrote love letters.
Houdini doesn´t write love letters anymore. Life is quiet and this is good now. But right now he can´t stop thinking about the instrument. Would his life have been diferent with it? Would he be happier? Houdini realizes he´s going to have to write the damn songs.